Goal!

Monday, May 08, 2006

Life is just like a farris wheel.There'll be times when it's good and there'll be time when it's bad,however,just as much as how good times don't last,bad time don't too.nothing's permenant,nothing's for granted.does'nt mean that you'll have to work in that particular field after you've studied that course,no matter what you study.it's a fact,how many people you noe actually got to work in the areas of their study?not many.just as this chinese saying goes "Ren shi hou de"and something something,but wad's most important is the first part,the human is flexible.you've gotta have will power cos once you let others or circumstances decide your fate and your future,you'll have truly let yourself down.look at donald trump,he was brankrupt for 3 times.3 times.you'd have think that he'll let those 3 failures dictate his life but no,just look at where he is now.if you don't want donald trump,just look at LKY.Sure,he was devastated when Malaysia seperated from us.But did he give up and say,that's it singapore.we're done for?NO!He did'nt and made the most out of the situation then.Look at where we are now.If not,i'm sure that you noe all abt tht dreadful 4 months dat i've had.For 3 months.3months,i've been working in my dad's metal workshop.Everydae,it's 5.30 wakeup.everydae,i've to fabricate metal.how?grind it,weild it,cut it,drill holes or lathing.name it and i've done it all.usually,i'll be too tired after work and i'll go back home and sleep.then there's office politics in my workplace,workers complaining about the management,backstabbing each other,trying to get favours from me,wtf was i suppose to do?wages were not really something for me to cheer about,afterall,how happy would you be if you were paid only $18/dae by your dad for such hardwork?yeah,he saes it's to train me up.my mum said it too.and my gran and my relatives and leslie's mum and the people at the factory.till now,i'm still not sure about it.no life.no nothing.everyday is work and work.what's more,it's this kinda work.my life den really hit a new low,i was really just a souless person that time ,fresh injuries everyday,mixing with people at least twice as old as me,no one to care for me..so yeah it pretty much sucks.den the final month,i was transferred to the electrical department.there,i had to work at construction sites,drilling holes and hacking walls..yup,that was the kind of work that i had to do for a month.yup,four months of my life just gone liddat,in a way that i don't really prefer.But that's the past now and my life's just started to go for the better..which is at least wad i hope so...sorry to detract abit but really need to complain,haha,=X.My this course rite,even though it saes no examinations no nothing,it did'nt highlight the constant pressure and high workload part.just last week,i've finished my first project,working into late nites and even going without sleep on the dae before submission,which i'm kinda proud of btw...cos i've never managed to work thru nights before =D.heheh.den todae,just received instructions for my next project,even though it's teambase,but the workload don't lose out to primer 1,infact it's even more becos we actually have to build the model of the capsule and the whole thing as well..so yeah...another 4 weeks of late nights and everything.no time for pretty much everything.esp for her but she's busy as well,workload ain't really exactly that light too,does'nt really help dat i always call at the wrong time..bt nuff of dat and who ever said poly life is a breeze should really go get a life...anyway,back to the point,no matter how bad your circumstances or situation,always make the most out of it.not just for yourself.but for the people who care about you eh,dun go about things like me during those four months.be strong.and whenever you feel like faltering,there'll always be us,your brothers,here for you.shou zu qing sheng,xiong di yi shen.
sorry if you find it abit disorientating...cos i'm kinda tired and can't really orientate my thoughts properly...

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